flyboy_fox

I worry that our 'soulbonds' are going to get us killed n.n;; Last night they were fronting hard and Scourge tried to... uh... really invade Miles' personal space. It ended in a fight, which was concluded by Miles/me taking a hard punch to the brow that I think almost knocked me out. I was scared for a little while that it was a concussion, because I started retching right after and felt really dizzy and sick, but in the end I'm just left with a little bruise above my eyebrow and a lump*. Miles recovered very quickly though, and spent the next eight or so hours talking to a friend online and quite coherently stating a case against me until around 7am, despite the fact that he was both drunk and nearly concussed XD;; Maybe it's nothing to him, but I don't like that when THEY fight, WE get hurt. I don't care if they beat the shit out of each other, but *I* don't wanna be the one waking up with a headache.

As far as the other issue... I lost a friend over it, but Miles maybe gained one, so I guess it works out. There are some people who I HAVE been a bad friend to. I won't lie. Most people have a snide and petty side, and while I could say that mine is Miles, that would be horribly unfair. It's all me. I could try to fix it, repair it, gain back the trust... but I think maybe what happened was for the best. There's less drama this way.

* Okaaay so as the day wears on I'm actually developing a very nice black eye XD;