Oww.

[flyboy_fox]

I worry that our 'soulbonds' are going to get us killed n.n;; Last night they were fronting hard and Scourge tried to... uh... really invade Miles' personal space. It ended in a fight, which was concluded by Miles/me taking a hard punch to the brow that I think almost knocked me out. I was scared for a little while that it was a concussion, because I started retching right after and felt really dizzy and sick, but in the end I'm just left with a little bruise above my eyebrow and a lump*. Miles recovered very quickly though, and spent the next eight or so hours talking to a friend online and quite coherently stating a case against me until around 7am, despite the fact that he was both drunk and nearly concussed XD;; Maybe it's nothing to him, but I don't like that when THEY fight, WE get hurt. I don't care if they beat the shit out of each other, but *I* don't wanna be the one waking up with a headache. 

As far as the other issue... I lost a friend over it, but Miles maybe gained one, so I guess it works out. There are some people who I HAVE been a bad friend to. I won't lie. Most people have a snide and petty side, and while I could say that mine is Miles, that would be horribly unfair. It's all me. I could try to fix it, repair it, gain back the trust... but I think maybe what happened was for the best. There's less drama this way.

* Okaaay so as the day wears on I'm actually developing a very nice black eye XD;

Comments

[inkedfeathers.livejournal.com]

Oh, dear...

This does not sound safe.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

XD Yeah, well, Scourge and Miles are not 'safe'. I knew that from the moment I realised that I had Miles in my head. He's bad news, and Scourge is worse. The word 'restraint' means nothing to them in the heat of the moment. But so far a black eye and a headache is the worst that's happened to me as a result, so hopefully they'll value being alive enough to not destroy us completely on a random whim ^^;;

[(Anonymous)]

dude cant u two talk it out ?
sober, coherent and rational. ur both very clever peeps, i know theres some history there but seriously, c'monnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

okay, if confronting them together doesn't work out (evidence does suggest!) then cant u together work out a plan or rota, to keep out of each others hair ? clearly lots of differences and conflicts there, but find some common ground, begin with agreeing to disagree

whilst i'm not a fan of what happened there nor do reckon i understand it, but we care for who's running the show. this is to Miles AND Scourge: u know respect the body that gives u all form to express ur identities.

heresy i know, but wat wud the hypothetical childrne be like were the dynamics of the scenario possible?

keep us updated cheeripeeps
toodlepip

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Well, for once this isn't an issue between Miles and me, but more an issue between Scourge and Miles. Personal space boundaries, Scourge does not understand them. Calm reaction, Miles is not capable of it. Result, they try to kill each other :D It's just how they are.

But you're right, gotta draw a line somewhere before I DO end up in a river in twenty separate pieces ^^;; Reckless as they are, I'm pretty sure neither of them actually wanna die or end up crippled for life.

>>heresy i know, but wat wud the hypothetical childrne be like were the dynamics of the scenario possible?

Maybe something like this?

http://zoomswish.deviantart.com/#/d2x92fr

this is Jach, one of the /other/ people who runs through Lee.

[aubergine-pilot.livejournal.com]

If you're getting hurt, lines need to be drawn. (Shit, Kid, why ain't you got me any icons but this one? I'm hurt, really.) Bein' rid by a spirit's one thing, lettin' him run you over the edge of a cliff is another. A horse'll stop before jumping out into open space - you should too.

Then again, I've seen what happens when the person who usually controls the body gives up the reins whole hand to someone with "capital-I Issues". It ain't pretty.

Re: this is Jach, one of the /other/ people who runs through Lee.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Hello Jach (:

Eh, I'm fine, really. In the end I just end up feeling guilty that I create a barrier that prevents them from doing exactly what they wanna do, y'know? A little black eye is nothing to Miles, and if he and Scourge wanna fight it out, I shouldn't get in the way to stop it. You know, aside from the "Hey, *I* get hurt too! >/" factor. ... Besides, once they are in control, I get pushed pretty far back and it's extremely hard to even DO anything, anyway @_@

Capital-I Issues? (Sorry, I just woke up, brain running a little slow...)

Re: this is Jach, one of the /other/ people who runs through Lee.

[kalium-kx.livejournal.com]

Insecurity..and yes I know exactly cos I kinda walked on that path and made it back thanks to my GF really..it's like an overide of who controls the body..and you should definitely avoid that at all costs..

My aunt only says the music box is kinda old but I pretty much guessed it was..

Re: this is Jach, one of the /other/ people who runs through Lee.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

The music box? Do you mean the arcade money-bank? It's from the early 90's and it's a rare retro item, so of course it's not brand spanking new, but it is in VERY good condition. The fact that the sounds still work and the lights too is tribute to that. It's not all scuffed or anything. I figured you knew that it wasn't a modern or new item... but if there's a problem, you can send it back and I'll refund :P

Re: this is Jach, one of the /other/ people who runs through Lee.

[kalium-kx.livejournal.com]

Nah, I know its rarity and that's why I got it..

If it's that serious, I'll consider that option..but that jacket's all spiffy and awesome..did you get it @ SOS?

[aubergine-pilot.livejournal.com]

Howdy.

Barrier or no barrier, you getting hurt is still you getting hurt. It may be nothing to him, but it's your body too, ain't it? Gettin' pushed back that far is dangerous. (Shit, I'm talkin' like I'm some bigshot Shaman. I am not the one on that path.)

Capital-I Issues = being a loose cannon, here. Emil had some problems with that. We all paid for it.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

I know, I know, lines do need to be drawn. I can start by trying to cut back on things that I KNOW make things worse/more volatile.

I appreciate the advice/warning.

I'm reduced to usin' my wife's icons now? What.

[aubergine-pilot.livejournal.com]

Glad to help. Stay alive, all right?

[He can come off as an ass, I know, but he really doesn't mean to be mean. I think. -L.]

Re: I'm reduced to usin' my wife's icons now? What.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

>>Stay alive, all right?

I have every intention ^^;