With not a bang, but a whimper
Jul. 21st, 2010 03:31 pmHeh.
While I disagree with 'angry anon' over it being cowardly or bad form to ask friends with greater knowledge of these things for advice on 'kin/bond related matters pertaining to my partner and I, I'm closing down that last post anyway. People who responded gave me some fresh new perspective and maybe even helped me to figure things out a bit as to why I feel the way I do, and what's going on here. It's enough. I think I'm good, now, in regards to that.
The truth is, while anon may think me a shallow cretin for spilling as much as I did, the whole bond thing barely scratches the surface of the issues and things I'm feeling shite about at the moment. But as I said at the top of the last post, I won't go into that here. I may have some hypocritical tendencies, but I do know what things are for public discourse and which are not. I'll apologise for nothing in my last post, yet in the name of harmony (or civility at least, lest any of my friends' good names are dragged down for no reason), we'll consider the former matter closed, and I'll deal with the latter on my own.
Thanks everyone who replied to the previous post.
See ya later.
Edit: Ugh. Lately all I can now is sleep. All night, most of the day, all night again. Even after all that, I can't keep my eyes open. All I think about is sleep x.x Usually indicated slipping back into stage 2 of depression. It's not even winter. It's sunny! I just wanna curl up forever and sleep. *Goes back to bed at 4pm*
While I disagree with 'angry anon' over it being cowardly or bad form to ask friends with greater knowledge of these things for advice on 'kin/bond related matters pertaining to my partner and I, I'm closing down that last post anyway. People who responded gave me some fresh new perspective and maybe even helped me to figure things out a bit as to why I feel the way I do, and what's going on here. It's enough. I think I'm good, now, in regards to that.
The truth is, while anon may think me a shallow cretin for spilling as much as I did, the whole bond thing barely scratches the surface of the issues and things I'm feeling shite about at the moment. But as I said at the top of the last post, I won't go into that here. I may have some hypocritical tendencies, but I do know what things are for public discourse and which are not. I'll apologise for nothing in my last post, yet in the name of harmony (or civility at least, lest any of my friends' good names are dragged down for no reason), we'll consider the former matter closed, and I'll deal with the latter on my own.
Thanks everyone who replied to the previous post.
See ya later.
Edit: Ugh. Lately all I can now is sleep. All night, most of the day, all night again. Even after all that, I can't keep my eyes open. All I think about is sleep x.x Usually indicated slipping back into stage 2 of depression. It's not even winter. It's sunny! I just wanna curl up forever and sleep. *Goes back to bed at 4pm*
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Date: 2010-07-21 10:51 pm (UTC)