Affirmation, or Not Being Canon Tails

[flyboy_fox]

Why on Earth would I post about hating Fiona in order to try to seem like Tails? O_o Hating Fiona doesn't make me sound like Tails at all. Quite the contrary. Tails is actually probably the most forgiving towards Fiona of all the Freedom Fighters. He doesn't want to hate 'Fi' at all. Say what you want about me trying to start 'kin' drama, but... my dislike of Fiona is all me. It has nothing to do with trying to be or seem like anything or anyone else. I only wish I could be more Tails-like about it - would save me some grief.

Also, on hating 'Fi' simply because she was with Sonic. Nah. Sally was canonically 'with' Sonic on-and-off throughout SatAM and Archie's entire history and I love her to bits. I have a problem with Fiona for reasons that perhaps are over-dramatised even in my own head, but give me more credit than pure fan-brat-ism. Or don't. Eh.

On that note, I am quite aware that canon-Tails and I have some pretty stark differences, and to those who aren't familiar with my 'kin stuff, I'd like it known openly that I do not "try to be" Tails. Fuck that. I couldn't even if I dedicated my life to it. In fact, there's little that I deplore more than fiction'kin who "try too hard" to BE the person they claim to be connected to :\ If I ever come across as trying too hard to be like canon Tails (from any canon), please slap me. Hard. And repeatedly.

That is all.


... *Waits for over 9,000 hard and repeated slaps in the comments* ._.;;




***I should really stop feeling like I have to justify myself to trolls but OH WELL***

Comments

[overlord-mordax.livejournal.com]

You DON'T have to justify yourself (to us anyway).

Why should it matter if you're "canon" Tails or not? Hell, doesn't the Sonic verse have like 50bajillion conflicting "canons" anyway?

Being who we are doesn't mean we have to be who other people think we are. You KNOW that, obviously. But you feel like you you have to justify not having to justify yourself to yourself (sic).

David and I have a lot of differences from our "canon" counterparts; its because we're not cartoon characters- we're PEOPLE. People from another world.

And if it means anything (and even if it shouldn't I know I feel the same way sometimes) you have never seemed "out of character" (LOL!) to me. You, and the Tails in my mind are pretty indistinguishable to me. Sure, you're more mature, tougher- Jai, you're OLDER, not to mention having an entire 'nother life's worth of experiences.

And for the record, we don't know who this Fiona bitch is, but Sally is the bomb. Represent.

-Mordax and David

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Actually I think I'm a heck of a lot LESS mature (and far less tough!) than canon-Tails in most instances ^^; You know, he's written to be kind of perfect most of the time (especially in game canon), and I'm FAR from perfect. But that's okay, because I'm only human... just like everyone else in this world. I just... ugh... I hate the thought that people think that I think I'm BETTER than anyone else or somehow SPECIAL just because I identify as 'kin. Nothing could be further from the truth. I'm as mundane as the next sod, and quite happy to be that way :3

But thank you, your opinions mean a lot :) And yay Sally! ♥

[overlord-mordax.livejournal.com]

Went and read the troll in your journal. What a douche. *sigh*

Aw. *hug* Don't be insecure. LOL

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

I... can't help it? ^^; I just don't wanna BE those things. There's nothing worse than 'kin who think the whole world needs to see how much like their character they are and try to force it down everyone's throat at every opportunity. I try SO hard not to be that, but I'm sure I'm guilty of it too on occasion :\

The Fiona thing however is NOT an example. My feelings about Fiona couldn't be less Tails-y if I tried XD

[overlord-mordax.livejournal.com]

I just don't wanna BE those things. There's nothing worse than 'kin who think the whole world needs to see how much like their character they are and try to force it down everyone's throat at every opportunity. I try SO hard not to be that, but I'm sure I'm guilty of it too on occasion :\

Same here. DEFINITELY same here. But at the same time you don't have to police yourself in the opposite direction, either. I've struggled with that myself.

-Mordax

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

I guess x.x I'm just finding it hard striking a balance between making kin-related posts and not letting 'kin stuff define me :\ I feel like if I post more kin-related stuff, it'll seem like I'm trying to force it on people. But I'm not, I've just had more of that stuff on my mind lately. But I'm not any different. I'm still just me, y'know? I'm not trying to be anything else, even when I talk kin-stuff.

[overlord-mordax.livejournal.com]

You could always create a kin filter, or lj-cut kin posts, if you're worried about forcing it on people.

It's YOUR journal. Keyword: journal. You can say when you want in it. Don't censor yourself.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

I've never liked filters because I don't want to choose which friends to be fully open with or not... I'd like to think that everyone I'm friends with can accept all of me. I just don't wanna bore (or weird) the pants off them either XD;;

I might start utilising LJ-cuts a little more though.

[sletia.livejournal.com]

He's a troll, babe. Don't worry about it. ;)

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Worrying is what I do D: God, I'm too insecure to be 'kin XD;;;; I always feel like trolls do kinda have a point, even if they're rude about it. I just don't wanna BE like that.

[basilytha.livejournal.com]

Nobody actually likes Fiona, do they? I always thought she was a pretty poor character, before and after her villainous turnabout.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

She's got fans. I'm sure her leather/latex bodysuits could be part of that ^^; But eh, each to their own.

Edit: Also, lol Jake. I keep forgetting basilytha is you XD;; I saw your most recent post (sorry to hear, by the way D:) and I was all... wow, your doodling style is just like Jake's from SSMB! ... OWAIT. *Fails hard*

[basilytha.livejournal.com]

Blame it on my penchant for making up odd usernames (which is ironic considering using a regular name like Jake is as ordinary as one can get).

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

I like your LJ name :3 It's purdy.

[basilytha.livejournal.com]

Haha, thanks. <3 I chose basil as a random herb name and just tacked on a quick suffix.

[measyouaswe.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't have to justify yourself. AU-ness aside [and who isn't at least a little AU in at least one, tiny way?], your experiences in this life are going to influence how you act.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

*Nods* This is very true. I think it'd be incredibly scary if 'kin ran around in this world acting EXACTLY the same as in their fictional media ^^;

[measyouaswe.livejournal.com]

O_O

...That'd be weird.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

I can't decide if it would be hilariously funny or just outright bizarre and creepy/scary. I suppose it would depend on WHICH 'kin we're talking about XD;; ♥

[measyouaswe.livejournal.com]

True; some are crazier than others :P

[chocomookielove.livejournal.com]

believe me when i say that its probably a good thing i dont act more like 'myself'

[(Anonymous)]

XD; Okay. *Pets* ♥

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

That was me. Goddamn iPhone D:

[ladymoonjava.livejournal.com]

Don't worry so much. Why worry about someone who signed in anonymous any ways? I mean you know who you are and have more then enough people who love and support you it seems. One lousy comment from a Troll , really isn't worth worrying over.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I know XD I guess I'm just a worrywart. One troll vs over 100 friends? The math really isn't so hard ♥

[ladymoonjava.livejournal.com]

Well, I'm a worry wort too but just saying that you got so many more friends and supporters vs one troll. Think of it that way. (:

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

You're right~ ♥ Thanks :)

[scatterpants.livejournal.com]

I understand that you want to justify yourself - I'd want to do it too. Even if it's to a troll, but I also know it's really not worth it.

You're the one that really knows the truth about yourself, so you don't need to give him the satisfaction of having you retaliate.

I don't know to which point I am not "canon", having had a nice relationship with someone who was my enemy in my other life ( who surprisingly pisses me off to no end, at the moment, OTL lives ), but you're not just Tails in this life, you're like a big ball of things, and Tails just happens to be a big part of that ball.

OTL ANALOGIES.

;_; just my two cents. I hope you feel better soon.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Haha, I'm very non-canon relationship-wise and in a lot of other ways... but you are absolutely right. And I've never defined myself by a single past lifetime. I'm who I am in this life, and past lives are just one part of that.

That's part of why it irritates me when I see 'kin who are so desperate to be seen as identical to who they were in their previous existence when it would, to my mind, be impossible with the experiences of another lifetime on top. Walk-ins and 'bonds who are still living that lifetime, that's a different matter. But for past lives, you're right - those lives are simply just elements of what makes us what we are here :)

I do know all of this, but sometimes I need reminding XD; So, thank you ♥

[scatterpants.livejournal.com]

I'm actually pretty canon when it comes to relationships, at the moment. I tend to not think about it too much, even if the similarities to my other self actually start by my nose, which is kind of hard to not notice. Either way, I realize that I am my own self, before being Ivan.

I never met kin that were...that obsessive to be seen as identical, it almost sounds fake. Ball-analogy insert here. It's impossible to return to the past, even if we really want to.

It's okay! Whenever you want to talk just IM me or something.~

[ladymoonjava.livejournal.com]

I'm not very cannon myself. Shrugs, just as well. Elisabeth is more of a huge mix of BTAS and the Batman comics. I mean Elisabeth considers Zatanna Zatara as another one of her personalities. Zatanna is just another part of he. So yeah not really very cannon I know. Elisabeth also is alive in this life, with her being Zatanna so it's not always easy making her happy. (: But we get along though fine.
Elisabeth wouldn't want to be 100% cannon any ways, it would be SO boring. She likes herself for the most part. She likes being married to Kirk, being a mom and her wilder years were fun too. So she doesn't have much to complain about really. I think it's more scary when someone is so into being more 100% like there other half. Don't know why but that sounds more scary.