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flyboy_foxBlah. Blah blah blah. Blah :P
Yep.
Blah.
I want something to do... I am so bored, I'm going out of my head. I wish I could get a job, just so I'd be DOING something instead of sitting at home like some kind of lazy hobo. Sure, I have college on Mondays and Tuesdays... but... it's not enough :\ I don't mean to sound arrogant, but the course I'm on is FAR too easy and it's not challenging me at all. But it's something I have to do because I missed out on getting traditional qualifications (because I left school so prematurely), so I need this in order to get into University :\ Man... all I do is sit here at my computer... I'm so bored n.n;
Now, if I actually had friends, I might have a social life. People to talk to, to go places with and do things with. I wanna get out of this house. It's not that I'm an unlikable person... I've had 'real life' friends before. But then I left school at 14 and never ever met anyone since then. Simply because I never went to the places where people tend to meet friends. Hopefully that will change at University. Maybe I'll meet some like-minded people and actually have real-life friends again.
I'm not the kind of person who craves popularity. I tend to be a bit of a loner anyway. But I don't like being always so totally completely and utterly alone. Having nothing to do makes it worse. I never thought I'd say this, but at times I'm SICK of this computer. At college, I'm on a computer non-stop. I come home, and I'm on the computer. The rest of the week, I'm sitting here at this computer. I WANNA HAVE A LIFE.
I wish I knew what to do. There's nowhere around here for me to meet people. There's no places for me to go by myself to spend the day.
It's frustrating.
I want to be happy because I'm gaining a qualification and I'm doing well and I have my health (even though most of my online friends seem to be sick right now ;_;), but... I feel blah. Blah blah blah.
Blah.
Yep.
Blah.
I want something to do... I am so bored, I'm going out of my head. I wish I could get a job, just so I'd be DOING something instead of sitting at home like some kind of lazy hobo. Sure, I have college on Mondays and Tuesdays... but... it's not enough :\ I don't mean to sound arrogant, but the course I'm on is FAR too easy and it's not challenging me at all. But it's something I have to do because I missed out on getting traditional qualifications (because I left school so prematurely), so I need this in order to get into University :\ Man... all I do is sit here at my computer... I'm so bored n.n;
Now, if I actually had friends, I might have a social life. People to talk to, to go places with and do things with. I wanna get out of this house. It's not that I'm an unlikable person... I've had 'real life' friends before. But then I left school at 14 and never ever met anyone since then. Simply because I never went to the places where people tend to meet friends. Hopefully that will change at University. Maybe I'll meet some like-minded people and actually have real-life friends again.
I'm not the kind of person who craves popularity. I tend to be a bit of a loner anyway. But I don't like being always so totally completely and utterly alone. Having nothing to do makes it worse. I never thought I'd say this, but at times I'm SICK of this computer. At college, I'm on a computer non-stop. I come home, and I'm on the computer. The rest of the week, I'm sitting here at this computer. I WANNA HAVE A LIFE.
I wish I knew what to do. There's nowhere around here for me to meet people. There's no places for me to go by myself to spend the day.
It's frustrating.
I want to be happy because I'm gaining a qualification and I'm doing well and I have my health (even though most of my online friends seem to be sick right now ;_;), but... I feel blah. Blah blah blah.
Blah.
