NOOOOOOOOO!!

[flyboy_fox]

Hey guys, just to let you know I might not be around for a while again x.x My computer somehow got a virus and DIED. That is, it boots up about halfway with weird patterns on the screen, then it starts flashing random letters across the screen, then the monitor turns off as if the computer is switched off. I managed to get in to Safe Mode and tried to do a system restore from a few days' ago safepoint (hard to even see what I'm doing with neon letters flashing all across the screen x.x) but it didn't help, of course :\ Called up Mesh... the guy said my computer is irretrievably dead. I had about 100GB of stuff on there. No fucking kidding. I didn't realize that backing stuff up onto another internal drive was useless; the virus damaged ALL the disk drives. I am SO pissed off right now, and more than that, I'm goddamn upset. EVERYTHING was on there. ALL my music, ALL the pictures and art I've collected over 8+ years, my whole webpage, thousands of dollars worth of software, and a hell of a lot more. I dunno how I'm ever gonna start all over again. Guh. IDIOT me for not backing up my PC. I'm on my mom's computer now; I'll still be able to check email from here, I guess. But... guh... I'm such an IDIOT. Argh. Mesh guy says all I can do is reformat the drive, but of course I'll lose everything. So, not only is it dead, I'M the one who's gonna have to kill it ;_; I'M SORRY COSMO!! ... ahem. XD; Well, distraught as I am, I guess I still have a sense of humor >.> ... -ish.