See you soon, sweetheart.

[flyboy_fox]

Well, it's 7:07am on Thursday May 27th 2010 and Jei's gone home for the summer. I kissed her goodbye and listened to the rickety rolling of her suitcase trundle as she dragged it down the hall and out of the apartment doors, and now she's gone. I know it's not forever, but 9 weeks - more than two months - feels like an eternity stretching ahead of me without her laughter and her smile and all the things we share here together. Without her, this place is just a house, not a home. I have to remember that before she came here in 2008, we were lucky to spend more than a couple of weeks together in a year. For almost a decade, we were separated by an ocean and almost 4,000 miles. Having lived with her for almost two years now, I've been spoiled rotten. But I've never lived on my own before. I always at least had my mum and my cat to fall back on when Jei and I were apart. I'll adjust and get used to it, I suppose. Right now I just feel a little numb and tears are threatening to spill. But I've been lucky. I am lucky.

Have a great flight, Jei-ji, and give all my love to your wonderful family. Be sure to let me know that you got home safely. I love you and I am SO very proud of you.

Comments

[djtifabal.livejournal.com]

Oh Jai..

*just hugs*

Living on my own has taught me that it's rough. It can get to a person, but one has to remember that they aren't really alone. You've got us - your friends - and we're around if you need us.

The advice that I can give you now is to keep busy. Games, books, even taking a walk may help cope with it. The walks that I take now are incredible and it leaves me with a sense of peace : I'm not alone..

It's hard to cope and get used to it at first, but remember that you'll see her again soon.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Tifa, it's comforting to know that I'm not alone in this situation (: I'll try to keep busy and go outside... Getting out of the house is usually the part I fail most at when I'm alone, but I know it'd be really good for me ^^;

[shadowdingo.livejournal.com]

Like I keep saying, if there's anything I can do, let me know and I'll do my best to help out. :)

Best wishes to Jei, and to you of course. ^^;;

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Thanks Jade (: As always, your consideration is deeply appreciated ♥

[hamlover.livejournal.com]

Chin up, just slog through it and don't count the days, that will make it seem longer.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Good strategy (: Thanks, Hammy.

[way-past-cool.livejournal.com]

Aww!! Shmooooo! ::hugs suu suu tight:: I'm suu sorry mroo! I miss you so much already and I hate to think of you lonely ;_; I know it's poops right now but you know you can always talk to me on here or on the phone... I love you so so much!!

[way-past-cool.livejournal.com]

And I'm soooo proud of you too -- you have no idea!!

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Aww, I'll be fines... n.n Don't worry. You know I use my LJ to vent, and it's always particularly hard those first few hours when you're still travelling so you're not here any more but I have no way to reach you... but at least I know you're home safely now, and that helps. ::Hugs back so tight::

[alycus.livejournal.com]

You can't be so bad off alone.

In fact, you could probably give me advice when I go to Germany to study, maybe in a year.