Musings

[flyboy_fox]

Damn it's cold. It's been hovering between -2ºC and 2ºC during the day, and the water on the garage roof beneath my window is frozen, despite being pretty deep puddles. Now, every year when I post my obligatory "I'm cooold!!" post, people comment to tell me "Tch, that's nothing! It's -9000 here in the winter!". I don't care :P I'm cold. The heat only comes on in the evenings, so all I have for heating is a bed robe and a hot water bottle. Brr, guys, BRR! Winter is here for sure! They're talking about even colder weather and icy roads and snow by the weekend... hope that won't affect me going home for Xmas :(

Also, the water coming out of my kitchen tap has, over the past few days, suddenly started coming out cloudy and milky in colour. Someone on =SSMB= suggested that maybe it's just that the water is just supersaturated and it's just tiiiiiiny air bubbles. Could be. It doesn't taste any different and I haven't felt ill from it despite drinking it daily. It's just... odd. I contacted my property manager about it anyway and she's investigating.

*Sneezes* -_- Here we go. The slightest change in temperature, especially warmer to cooler, makes me sneeze uncontrollably. Never just once... always six, seven, eight times or more. Screw window thermometers; just use my nose as an indicator for temperature drops :P

In closing, I am seeing a woman called Laura at college tomorrow. She's a counsellor who deals with helping students with emotional or mental health problems. I have not had any relapses since that last incident and honestly feel fine now, but I will be having a chat with her anyway as she may have some coping strategies for me should my mood ever dip that low again in the new year. The marks on my face are all but gone now, and the ones on my arm are just fading remnants. My eyebrows came back in very fast and should be all back within a week or so. My hair is obnoxiously short but has always grown fast and so I don't imagine it'll take long to get back to where I'd like it to be, length-wise. In the new year, I'm going to lose some weight. I kinda slipped up with that again due to comfort eating and being a food addict in general, but I wanna get back into my good trousers, dammit! No silly diets, just good old healthy eating and exercise, yes'm! I'm overweight right now and I don't like it, but I know it won't take long to lose it if I'm good. *Halo*

Comments

[shadowdingo.livejournal.com]

It's cold here too, bah. Only thing I'm not fond of as far as winter is concerned is how cold it gets here. D:

And best wishes for tomorrow. Hope things go okay with the counsellor. :)

The kind of eyes that hypnotise me through

[violettsukino.livejournal.com]

I'm always a little confused when you say that you're overweight. You've always been very slim in all the pictures I've seen of you.

Nonetheless, I hope that whatever eating/exercising schedule that you have planned works out for you.

[p1nk5pider.livejournal.com]

bleck, luckily it's not too cold here anymore, but for over a week the highs each day were never more than 0-celsuis! It was ridiculous, and we didn't even get any snow out of it either, though i'm not complaining about the weeks of sunshine (snow would've been exciting tho!). Now it's warmed back up a smidge and is back to being dreary and rainy!

[the-terrible.livejournal.com]

I'm glad you're seeing someone to talk to about that. I've been going to a counselor for four years myself and it's done me a world of good.