Writer's Block: Last supper

[flyboy_fox]

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Wow, morbid much, LJ?

I would want Jei and my mum by my side of course... but at the same time, I wouldn't want to put them through the trauma of watching someone die. Maybe I could spend my last evening with them and then simply go to bed alone while they made arrangements for the morning after.

Geez.

I dunno if we'd really feel like eating if one of us (or all of us! Could be Armageddon!) was gonna die. We'd probably drink a little to lose ourselves and forget the worst.

Damn, now I'm depressed. Dammit, LJ!

In other news, today is the very first day that I've needed to have the heating on or make up a hot water bottle to stay warm. Winter is setting in for sure. It's almost Guy Fawkes, and the weather isn't exactly looking great... which is bad news for fireworks enthusiasts but good news for me :D; No likey the loudz bangz kthx.

Also, re: the woman who dialled 911 to report herself for drunk-driving WHILE she was still driving, she's a fucking retard. I don't buy into the whole "at least she realized her mistake and tried to fix it!" shpeal. She was already driving under the influence, and now she's ON HER CELL PHONE TOO? Fuck me. The operator asks her to pull over and she does so immediately, so why didn't she frigging do that in the first place? Oh yeah, her bitch ass was drunk. I hope the judges throw the fucking book at her and revoke her licence indefinitely.

Sorry if that came across as a little harsh, but I've had two half-siblings die from unrelated car accidents caused by drivers who were intoxicated/doped up. Fffff.

Angry and morbid post is angry and morbid :D

Comments

[violettsukino.livejournal.com]

Wow, that's horrible, how well did you know those siblings?O_o

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Fortunately for me, they were on my dad's side from his first marriage, and so I never met them. But their deaths had a profound effect on both my parents; my mum was the one who had to break the news to my dad, both times. She's told me many times about how awful it was; the only time she's ever seen my dad break down and weep. I can't say that I personally felt the pain of their loss, but I grieve for my dad and my other half-siblings whenever I think of it, and wish that I'd had a chance to know them.

[violettsukino.livejournal.com]

I might be way off base, but maybe, in a way, you feel bad because you can't completely understand what your parents went through. Like, you feel bad, but then you feel bad because you don't feel worse.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Nah; I know I can never truly understand what they went through, but I also know that they wouldn't want me to feel that kind of raw grief. But I genuinely do feel sad that I never knew the half-brother and half-sister that died. It's ridiculous - I haven't even met the two half-brothers and one half-sister who are still alive! ^^;

[violettsukino.livejournal.com]

I wouldn't say it's ridiculous.^_^ Just a natural sense that you're missing out on something, or more appropriately, someone.

[(Anonymous)]

Wow, I didn't know you had siblings that died. All of my siblings are half, and I don't know what I'd do if any of them were killed.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

I'll admit outright that I don't feel a personal loss because I never knew them. But I see and feel how it affected my parents, and in a way I grieve for never having known them. I guess I'm fortunate that I wasn't close to them, but I know my dad won't ever truly recover from it, and that makes me livid at the people who took their lives.

[bandazgeek.livejournal.com]

That's no overreaction, keed - people like that should be locked up. They've locked up dozens for less.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

What irks me most about the story is how people are saying that we should be more understanding because she did the right thing in realizing her mistake and calling 911 to report herself.

She still got into a car and drove onto the highway while drunk, and THEN used a cell phone whilst driving, instead of pulling over first and then asking for an escort :\

I just can't muster any sympathy for that at all.

[the-terrible.livejournal.com]

"Wow, morbid much, LJ?"

Yeah, really. I thought Halloween was over.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Yeah, me too ^^; Yeesh.

[leonskennedy827.livejournal.com]

Wow, that was a very morid writer's block indeed O.O

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

It was! ;_;

Holiday MEEPS.

[teamrodent.livejournal.com]

Jamie: Not to mention the wrong time of year; I thought that was before Easter.