~Ladies and Gentlemen listen up please, I don't want to be your hero~

Ladies and Gentlemen listen up please
I don't want to be your hero
(No, I am not open
Parts of me are broken)
Do yourself a favor and save yourself
Don't pick me, pick someone else
(Why'd you want to bother?
Find yourself another)

Darren Hayes is my God. :)

Anyway, I've not been online much 'cause I've been dead. Pretty much just coming home from work and falling asleep. I think I've gone to bed at like 8pm for the past three or four nights... haha, stamina is non-existent.

But seriously, I do actually have (at least somewhat of) a reason for being kinda antsy at the moment. See, uh, I have this thing on my leg... like a little pea-size lump. Doctor's been keeping an eye on it for a few weeks (it's been there for several months but I only reported it when it started itching and bled one time x.o). Aaand, well, he's decided that although he thinks it's unlikely to be cancerous, he still wants to fast-track me to the cancer team and have it removed and dissected, yay. So what that actually means is they're gonna cut the 'suspicious lesion'* out of my leg under local anaesthetic and then stitch it all up :D ... holy crap x.x;;

* Note: Originally typoed that as 'suspicious legion' XD; Yes, the Dark Brotherhood are hiding in my leg, woo! Mystery solved! ... ahem.

So, um, yeah. Terrified. I mean, it's a pretty routine procedure. They do them all the time. It'll be over with really quick. But still... it's taken me 21 years to overcome my fear of needles enough so that I can have injections and blood taken. The thought of having a bit of flesh extracted from my leg and stitched up is just.... euggghhhh.

I doubt it's malignant. It would be highly unlikely in someone of my age, skin-type and TOTAL lack of sun-exposure XD;; So, all I'm worried about really is the damn procedure. Better safe than sorry, eh?

('Scuse me, gonna go off and roll a GIANT Katamari now... bwahahaha)