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[flyboy_fox]

Lol, I feel like my FList mostly read my last entry and went "oh god Jai is a stupid tosser". I'm not a pisshead, honestly D: I'm sure I wasn't even all that drunk, all things considering. I mean, the fact that I was able to come home and write a coherent(?) LJ post at 2am should probably indicate that I wasn't totally off my head XP I think I probably exaggerated a bit, 'cause I wasn't drunk enough to puke, pass out, need help walking, get lost on the way home from town by myself or have any real gaps in my memory. Plus, no traces of a hangover this morning. And though I had about 8 drinks, it was over the course of 9pm - 2am and when I got back I drank water and ate a light snack. Sensible Jai is sensible and not a pisshead D:

I dunno why I feel the need to justify my drinking last night XD I'm a Uni student now! Buuut... I have an almighty guilt complex and hate the thought of my friends thinking badly of me ^^; Ahahaha.

Well, I suppose I ought to go take a shower, have breakfast, and bus over to Talbot Campus now to investigate things :D Free Unilinx Buses, whoo!

Comments

[romik-g.livejournal.com]

> Two glasses of white wine.
> Two bottles of Stella Artois beer.
> 4 Vodka Red Bulls.

That makes us think about how might you feel after all that drinks ))

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

I actually feel fine - good, even - amazingly! No headache or anything :)

[moth-wingthane.livejournal.com]

Don't feel bad about it - most people have done this at least once! I know I have O.o

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

My roomies are jealous because I didn't get a hangover :(

[sletia.livejournal.com]

The only thing that bothered me was you said "What the fuck did I do? I'm pretty sure all I did was dance.." and I had a visual of you being topless.
I personally don't like being around a drunk person because they become so loud and obnoxious. x-x

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Lol, sorry for the bad mental imagery XD; I didn't do anything really crazy, and I wasn't even talking to anyone. I was just in my own little world quietly dancing the night away ^^; (I hate loud obnoxious show-offy drunks too)

[leonskennedy827.livejournal.com]

Hey, we all do it sometimes, I've gotten drunk a few times myself XD

[radioactivepiss.livejournal.com]

Aww, come on, nothing wrong with having some drinks and letting loose sometimes! Hell, if you're THAT coherent, can't have much to worry about ;)

[pixellatedcake.livejournal.com]

Bahahahahaa I sure as heck aren't judging you. I'm already done with college and I've been there, done that. Many, many times. It'd be a pot calling a kettle black. And besides-- it's FUN. Nothin' wrong with it. :)

[violettsukino.livejournal.com]

You worry too much about what others think of you at times, Jai.

I should know because I have a tendency to do the same thing.

I've been a bit puzzled as to why you would need validation from anyone else when you're so close to Jei...Perhaps it's precisely because you are so close to her that you feel you need to know about how others see you. I'm not sure what I'm trying to say with that statement, but somehow it feels right.

I've noticed that much of the time, Jai, your fear of not living to others' expectations have made you too hard on yourself. And...I'm here to tell you don't have to do that...That you don't have to carry the weight of being everything to everyone on you shoulders.

I don't expect this to fix all your self-esteem issues over night. I know that it took a long time for me to learn to love myself...and in some ways I'm still learning. But...I want to stay by you to remind you...of how you're special. I don't...feel right doing this when it seems like Jei should be, but...I don't...feel wrong either, somehow. You've helped me become a lot happier with myself...I'd like to return the favor if I can.

[nikkicub.livejournal.com]

I remember that post.

Needs moar Guinness.

Anyway! Nothing wrong with a little drunkenness now and then. :D We do it on the second night of every convention we attend. I thought nothing of it from you, you're a grown-up fox.