Status update, Cap'n?
Aug. 28th, 2008 11:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flyboy_foxI pulled my characters out of TDZ. I'm not sure if that's a sign of progression on my part or repression, but it feels like the right thing to do. I don't intend to 'announce' it in the OoC comm or anything because I'm not looking to gain proof that anyone cares etc and it would seem like an attention-seeking thing to do. But I felt I'd mention it because, well, I did enjoy my time there. But it wasn't my strong suit and I think I really do need to find something that I'm good at and where I can fit in more easily.
Hmm. Some of the things that several fic'kin friends have said to me today have given me pause... and made me smile a little. It was interesting, anyway. I'm sorry to have caused any of you concern and I really hope you don't feel cheated. Because that has never EVER been my intention. I am an honest person and would never intentionally mislead anyone. I think the only person I am truly guilty of misleading is myself.
But mainly I'm just... yikes. I'm blown away by the comments I got on my last post. I just had no idea that anyone would read the whole TL;DR and give such long and detailed replies! I feel bad... that must have taken time out of your days like whoa. But it meant a lot. I don't think that I have the mental capacity to go back and reply to every single point, but I DID read every single comment several times over, and I took all of it in. Friends are love, truly.
So basically, yeah, thanks guys n.n;; I feel wholly humbled and inadequate against the awesomeness that is all of you. Whoever says that online friends aren't 'true' friends is horribly mistaken.
Not sure where I'm going with everything just yet. I was considering an overhaul of my whole LJ and icons etc, but I know it's unlikely I'd ever actually DO it. We'll see. I guess I'm just restless and feel like I have something to prove - but I'm not sure what, hah.
Hmm. Some of the things that several fic'kin friends have said to me today have given me pause... and made me smile a little. It was interesting, anyway. I'm sorry to have caused any of you concern and I really hope you don't feel cheated. Because that has never EVER been my intention. I am an honest person and would never intentionally mislead anyone. I think the only person I am truly guilty of misleading is myself.
But mainly I'm just... yikes. I'm blown away by the comments I got on my last post. I just had no idea that anyone would read the whole TL;DR and give such long and detailed replies! I feel bad... that must have taken time out of your days like whoa. But it meant a lot. I don't think that I have the mental capacity to go back and reply to every single point, but I DID read every single comment several times over, and I took all of it in. Friends are love, truly.
So basically, yeah, thanks guys n.n;; I feel wholly humbled and inadequate against the awesomeness that is all of you. Whoever says that online friends aren't 'true' friends is horribly mistaken.
Not sure where I'm going with everything just yet. I was considering an overhaul of my whole LJ and icons etc, but I know it's unlikely I'd ever actually DO it. We'll see. I guess I'm just restless and feel like I have something to prove - but I'm not sure what, hah.
