Words are inadequate x.x

[flyboy_fox]

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I dunno if much of that is true, but whatever.

I'm having a really terrible day. But I'm not gonna emo about it here. At least not too much. But I will say that I wish with all my heart that I had the monetary means to move away from home, even for a little bit, or that I had a friend I could stay with for a while. If I don't get away from here soon, I'm afraid I'll do something stupid (that's not a suicide threat, by the way. I wouldn't ever do that).

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[dia-aren-marie.livejournal.com]

*hugs tightly* ♥

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Mel ^^ It's much appreciated right now.

[nejlbana.livejournal.com]

I hope things start gettin better for you, Jai! *hug*

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Thanks muchly, Panku :)

[way-past-cool.livejournal.com]

I wish you'd talk to me about it ;_; no idea where you are...

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Sorry for worrying you, shmoo ;_;

[violettsukino.livejournal.com]

Wow...I had no idea things were going that bad for you.O_O

I really...wish I could fix all the problems you're having right now...I hate it when I want to save someone, but I can't...

But...I won't worry about it so much since that wouldn't be helping you at all.

I guess the best thing for me to say is...to try to have faith in yourself...You may be stronger than you think you are.

I think you'll be okay...I've seen a lot of inner strength in you, and you also have Jei's unwavering loyalty.

But...in the event that that's not enough, I'll try to keep an eye on you to see how you're doing, and hopefully offer advice that's more useful than what I'm offering now.

I won't say "I'll pray for you" as that sounds like I'm making a false promise...but...I'll try to cherish my life more, so I can remember the kind of life I want you, and everyone I care about, to have.

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

Heh, it's alright, I'll survive ^^; I go through times like this, but inevitably things get better. Mainly it comes down to my lack of tolerance (for annoying things) and my AWFUL temper. Combine that with certain individuals in my household who make NO effort, and there usually ends up being yelling, crying, and things get broken ^^;; I don't think that I'm a nasty individual; I certainly TRY to be a good person, but I know that I'm not always easy to live with, as Jei would certainly tell you, I'm sure :\

[violettsukino.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I can relate.^_^ Emotions can be a difficult thing to control sometimes, unforutunately.^^;; Guess it's one of those things that reminds us that humans are animals at their core.^^;; But yeah, I understand what it's like to have problems with negative emotions.^_^ It's only natural, really. You're really wonderful where it counts.^^

[romik-g.livejournal.com]

How do you feel today (I hope much better than two days ago)?

> I wish with all my heart that I had the monetary means to move
> away from home
As far as I understood you live in a family with your parents.
If you have friend or girlfriend and some free money to rent a flat or small house why not to try?

[leonskennedy827.livejournal.com]

Gah, I'm so beyond sorry I've missed a fair few entries latley, it's gone totally by me to check LJ latley :(

Hope things get better for ya though *hugs* someone better nudge me to remind me to come on ^^;

[teamrodent.livejournal.com]

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