~What the f*** was that?!~

[flyboy_fox]

I dunno what's up with me lately ^^; I'm getting by, but a lot of the time I've just been feeling kinda... well... I don't want to say "depressed" because I think people misuse that word so frivolously. But I guess "low" or "down" are fairly synonymous without going that far. Just... finding it hard to keep that spark. It's strange, I usually feel better when I'm busy... but lately I've just been struggling to keep my head up. Things are looking good... I have that interview for PC World, and I've had my eye-appointment and I'm all-clear, I have a bit of money... eh, I guess everyone goes through low patches. I'll pull out of it. It's not like I'm unhappy ALL the time. But I've been getting real upset over tiny things these past few weeks, and just randomly having mood dips, sometimes even to the point of tears. It's frustrating not even knowing why. And I haven't been posting in LJ as much as usual :P That's probably most symptomatic of all! But yeah, seriously, it'll pass. I just needed to get that out.

I got a new Sonic t-shirt in town today. It says "SPEED FREAK" on it, and I'm wearing it now n.n Also, I found some Converse knock-offs for £10 at The Officers Club. They're not the real deal; they're by some company called Retrofire. But they're practically identical. So I picked up a pair in red-and-white ^^ Not bad for a tenner.

Symptoms of how backwater my town is - today I passed a guesthouse with a sign in the window that read: "Colour TV!" OH MY GOD NO WAY, COLOUR TV!! XD; They have a colour TV in the guest lounge! They're SO high-tech and ahead of the times! ... um. Yeah. Heh, I love my town... n.n

Okay, so I was playing around with my crappy digital camera. I figured... eh... well, it's kinda nice to know the person behind the screen, right? And I think a lot of people on my friends list have no idea what I look like. So here's me. I always feel kinda anxious and weird when I show pics of me, because I'm never happy with my appearance and I photograph TERRIBLY... buuuut... oh well. Pfft.



As you can see, in DESPERATE need of a haircut x.o I also had cool blond/copper highlights a while back. I wanna get those done again.

Yikes, I'm tired. Never helps.

Gonna get some sleep. 'Night! ^_^

Comments

[dia-aren-marie.livejournal.com]

HEY IT'S THE SHIRT.

HELLO, SHIRT. AND HELLO, JAI. 8D

Speaking of haircuts, I just got mine a few days ago :O Haircuts are good *nodnod*

(I just woke up, with no food consumption. Don't mind me. XD;;;)

[way-past-cool.livejournal.com]

I know you'll come out of this slump sweetheart, but I'm sorry you're in it! ;_; ::hugs suuuuu tight::

Gah... foxie *_* my sexy-boy fox! MINE. And that Sonic shirt looks awesome from what I can see! n.n

[teamrodent.livejournal.com]

Nitch: Mood dips?

McGee: Is there a guacamole of giddiness?

Jamie: A salsa of serendipity?

Packerchu: Are they served with the chips of chipperness?

[shadowdingo.livejournal.com]

That looks such an awesome t-shirt. ^^

And heh, I don't really like taking photos of myself either... heh... ^^;;

Man, I gotta get to Gamestation... they have AAAAWWWEEEEESSSOOOMMMMMMEEEEE Sonic t-shirts down there. I want one! XP

Ha ha... colour TV is a luxury in this town as well. I went to the toilets in the local Wetherspoons some days ago, and I thought I'd stepped into some space-time paradox. They're really huge... and they have one of those circular benches that go around poles in the middle. XD

And don'tcha worry about feeling down, we all get it. Hope ya feel better soon though! *hug*

[galener.livejournal.com]

I don't let my hair get that long O_o; mostly because it makes it harder to cut, and I like having super short hair :P mostly because of the 9th Doctor from Doctor Who.

Last photo I had taken of me was when my team won the Club Fours. I'm not overly happy with the outside photo of me because my cap puts a shadow over my face :P The rest of the team look good with both photos and I look better inside.

I am very rarely tired. Not sure if it's because I hate sleeping or what :P But then I hate getting up :P

Anyway. I hope you feel better soon (As in not down)

[(Anonymous)]

I used to be depressed for no particular reason. But I got over that. I hope that you do too. =)
-Collision Cat

[sphix.livejournal.com]

DUDE, YOUR HAIR. I MUST HAVE IT.

[leonskennedy827.livejournal.com]

Awesome shirt ^^ that one come from Gamestation?

[nikkicub.livejournal.com]

Dude. DUDE. o_o You look EXACTLY like I pictured you, except I pictured you in glasses. (Because glasses and/or goggles make everything better.)

[flyboy-fox.livejournal.com]

XD Well, I do wear glasses a percentage of the time.

Also, goggles are indeed awesome ^^

[engelhund.livejournal.com]

Gawd. x.x; complete with visual example of the goggles. Your eyes are teh awesome.