~What the f*** was that?!~
Jun. 30th, 2007 02:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flyboy_foxI dunno what's up with me lately ^^; I'm getting by, but a lot of the time I've just been feeling kinda... well... I don't want to say "depressed" because I think people misuse that word so frivolously. But I guess "low" or "down" are fairly synonymous without going that far. Just... finding it hard to keep that spark. It's strange, I usually feel better when I'm busy... but lately I've just been struggling to keep my head up. Things are looking good... I have that interview for PC World, and I've had my eye-appointment and I'm all-clear, I have a bit of money... eh, I guess everyone goes through low patches. I'll pull out of it. It's not like I'm unhappy ALL the time. But I've been getting real upset over tiny things these past few weeks, and just randomly having mood dips, sometimes even to the point of tears. It's frustrating not even knowing why. And I haven't been posting in LJ as much as usual :P That's probably most symptomatic of all! But yeah, seriously, it'll pass. I just needed to get that out.
I got a new Sonic t-shirt in town today. It says "SPEED FREAK" on it, and I'm wearing it now n.n Also, I found some Converse knock-offs for £10 at The Officers Club. They're not the real deal; they're by some company called Retrofire. But they're practically identical. So I picked up a pair in red-and-white ^^ Not bad for a tenner.
Symptoms of how backwater my town is - today I passed a guesthouse with a sign in the window that read: "Colour TV!" OH MY GOD NO WAY, COLOUR TV!! XD; They have a colour TV in the guest lounge! They're SO high-tech and ahead of the times! ... um. Yeah. Heh, I love my town... n.n
Okay, so I was playing around with my crappy digital camera. I figured... eh... well, it's kinda nice to know the person behind the screen, right? And I think a lot of people on my friends list have no idea what I look like. So here's me. I always feel kinda anxious and weird when I show pics of me, because I'm never happy with my appearance and I photograph TERRIBLY... buuuut... oh well. Pfft.
As you can see, in DESPERATE need of a haircut x.o I also had cool blond/copper highlights a while back. I wanna get those done again.
Yikes, I'm tired. Never helps.
Gonna get some sleep. 'Night! ^_^
I got a new Sonic t-shirt in town today. It says "SPEED FREAK" on it, and I'm wearing it now n.n Also, I found some Converse knock-offs for £10 at The Officers Club. They're not the real deal; they're by some company called Retrofire. But they're practically identical. So I picked up a pair in red-and-white ^^ Not bad for a tenner.
Symptoms of how backwater my town is - today I passed a guesthouse with a sign in the window that read: "Colour TV!" OH MY GOD NO WAY, COLOUR TV!! XD; They have a colour TV in the guest lounge! They're SO high-tech and ahead of the times! ... um. Yeah. Heh, I love my town... n.n
Okay, so I was playing around with my crappy digital camera. I figured... eh... well, it's kinda nice to know the person behind the screen, right? And I think a lot of people on my friends list have no idea what I look like. So here's me. I always feel kinda anxious and weird when I show pics of me, because I'm never happy with my appearance and I photograph TERRIBLY... buuuut... oh well. Pfft.
As you can see, in DESPERATE need of a haircut x.o I also had cool blond/copper highlights a while back. I wanna get those done again.
Yikes, I'm tired. Never helps.
Gonna get some sleep. 'Night! ^_^
