Okay, Jai IS a stupid tosser ._.;;
Sep. 23rd, 2008 02:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
flyboy_foxOkay, last night I DID do something really stupid. Today I'm paying for it in spades. I have never in my life 'blacked out' before (i.e. having absolutely no recollection of events). I had two double shots of vodka, which is fine... but what I apparently did AFTER that was take FOUR prescription-only sleeping pills. Temazepam. Effing Temazepam.
FUCK. I'm only supposed to take one or two, but for some reason I took FOUR. I think I just desperately wanted to sleep. Instead, Jei had to rush over at like 2am to make sure I wasn't dead x.x Apparently I was trying to take more, and painkillers too. I sent her some fucked up emails and texts also, in which my spllin ws lik this; x.x
Also I'm just now realising that alcohol + Temazepam (even at a prescribed dose) is dangerous :\
Yeah, so... I need to make sure that I don't EVER do that again x.x I am SO fortunate that I only took 4 and not the whole damn bottle. Ugh.
Today I am okay. Just feeling mildly spacey, tired and generally unwell. And stupid. And I want to go home x.x But eh. I'm learning stuff I needed to learn, I guess? x.o
FUCK. I'm only supposed to take one or two, but for some reason I took FOUR. I think I just desperately wanted to sleep. Instead, Jei had to rush over at like 2am to make sure I wasn't dead x.x Apparently I was trying to take more, and painkillers too. I sent her some fucked up emails and texts also, in which my spllin ws lik this; x.x
Also I'm just now realising that alcohol + Temazepam (even at a prescribed dose) is dangerous :\
Yeah, so... I need to make sure that I don't EVER do that again x.x I am SO fortunate that I only took 4 and not the whole damn bottle. Ugh.
Today I am okay. Just feeling mildly spacey, tired and generally unwell. And stupid. And I want to go home x.x But eh. I'm learning stuff I needed to learn, I guess? x.o
