*pout*

[flyboy_fox]

Sometimes I envy little kids. You know, really small kids. If the world gets on top of them, they can have a good tantrum, a good solid cry, and nobody thinks anything of it. You get older, you're expected to just deal with it. Process it. Force it out in other ways. But sometimes I just wish I could just bawl my eyes out instead, just wail and sob and sniffle until it's all gone. Of course, it would be helpful to have someone to cry against, to cling to. Someone close to me who I know wouldn't try to intervene... who'd just let me cry until I'm all done. I'm no stranger to crying, but it always feels like a guilty secret, something to be ashamed of. Like it's a weakness to cry when you're upset. Maybe it is, but dammit it feels good. Sometimes I feel worlds better after a good solid cry than I do after hours of trying to talk it out or distract myself from what's bothering me.

Anyway.



"I need a hug. Right now."

Ha. Sonic's expression is like "Um... okay?". Shame I actually have no one to attack cling to right now. Ah well, c'est la vie.