Yes. Yes, you are, and it means the world to me (and is why LJ is so important as an outlet - you guys are amazing ♥). I'm just finding it hard to be alone here physically with no one's shoulder to cry into when I wake up in a panic attack in the night or to sit with and just play cards or a board game with after spending a while comforting my mum and taking care of her. But that doesn't diminish how important you guys are at all. *Hug*